Getting a Life

I go through life without knowing who I am.

I was supposed to be in class tonight but, it snowed.  I had a 50 minute drive home from the college at 9 pm tonight with temperatures in the high 20's.  I decided not to go.  Now I have spent most of the last 40 minutes checking the school website, thinking that they must have canceled classes.  What difference does it make?  I made a decision that impacted me and therefore, should be secure in that decision. 

I have got to find a way to get in touch with the wisdom that is within me.  I volunteer it to everyone around me but I just don't listen to me.

How do I do that?

I am of the belief of Peter the Great " I am a pupil, teach me."  I would love to learn to paint, creative photo mounting maybe even some wood crafts.